My name is Christy, I was married ten years and am now a widow, a mom of 5 and a beginner blogger. I started this to help myself and others process a spouse/partner dying. My husbands name was Jason, he died of meningitis very suddenly. I have tried to find support groups and have been unsuccessful. I’m 29, I have 5 children, and my husband was on a wait list to get into a rehab because for the past five years he was a struggling Oxycontin addict. The pain of his death has brought on a torrent of unexpected emotions from pain, sadness and anger to relief and guilt. This is my process, your invited to join me on my journey. I hope your joining as just a spectator, because I wouldn’t wish the pain of losing a spouse, or of having a loved one be the one who hurts you, on anyone. Welcome to The Club None Want to Join.
I recommend starting with this post, The Day You Died If you are also a widow, or if you relate to my stories, I would LOVE to hear from you. Life is easier when you travel together. My story in greater detail – although still vastly summarized can be found here.
My other blog is www.dontdrinkthecoolaid.wordpress.com Where I post my rants, raves, philosophical ramblings and temper tantrums!